Busy Much?

Wow! I took a look at my calendar. I really keep myself busy. I schedule myself as early as 9am to as late as 11pm several days a week. It's nuts. I signed up for a class taught by Dallas Travers starting in January. I have been reading some materials from her. I am really looking forward to mastering the skill of doing less more often and achieving more. My goal for the next few months is to learn to take on less activities and focus more on the things that move me forward in my career and personal relationships. I want to choose to hang out with friends more often. I want to take more acting classes.

I need to enjoy the journey that is life and not have tunnel vision to reaching my goals. Afterall, how can one appreciate reaching ones goals if they didn't notice the struggle to get there.

Personal, I know

So is it wierd to share personal moments about your life for anyone in the world to read on the internet? I don't think so. My current situation isn't that personal anymore anyway, I mean anyone that knows me knew already. So, I don't think it's a big deal. Anyway, don't we thrive on others drama? Isn't that why soap operas stay on the air for years and years? I think that's why blogs are interesting. If they weren't personal at all then they wouldn't be worth reading for the sake of entertainment anyway.

Inspiration and Devastation

The past few months have been taxing. I am now single. I lived with my boyfriend...ex-boyfriend for 6 years.

I got my own apartment, job and furniture...but I was still breaking out into sobbing hysterics with-in a few minutes of inactive "alone time". This being alone thing is new to me. I've always had someone to share in my successes and failures and vice-versa. Now what?

Well, things are going well professionally, so I dove into work. I found inspiration in work and the people I met. I met someone on a set that has been through so much in thier relationship life and has now decided that they are happier and successful alone. I may not feel the same way, but I still find that so inspiring.

I am so thankful for the people that enter my life's journey.